Hey Folks,

I'm still here :)

After the pathetic post last night I decided to have a bath before I went to bed and kinda washed the depression away. I woke up today feeling fine and manage to eat some toast without gagging. So I decided to stay off the anti nauseous drugs today. I am doing this in case my body start to build up a resistance to them. When I get deeper into my chemo cycles, I will really need them and then I can have their full benefits to help me get over the side effects.

My cousin from Newcastle came and visit me today. It was nice to see him and catch up. The last time we met was at my wedding 14 years ago. I was well enough to make us lunch, as Elaine took Christine, Jordan, and Ethan to swimming at the leisure centre. I made some ham and cheese toasties which did not need much effect. He also brought over some healing crystals and blessed rice from his sister. Which are lovely to receive. It was a shame that he could not stay longer. Hopefully next time it would not take so long to meet up.

In conversation with Christine. "Living life in the present and not dwell in the past" is a very powerful inspiration and I am doing this. Another is "to take each day as a unique gift and not to look too far into the future". Both are what are keeping me the way I am at present.

Well that's enough rambling from me.

Later,

Sai