Not really here !!!

Hi Folks,

Today would had been a really depressing day for me as the temperature is way below my comfort zone, My forearms and lower legs feel like blocks of ice all day today. Even a hot bath failed to return warmth in them. I think its due to the chemo and not the temperature. Despite all this I survived another day to continue on. It helps that I had built up a strong mental reserve during the past years to endure pain and suffering. If I did not I would had been an nervous wreck by now. It would be very easy to just let go and succumb to the misery of my condition. Hey I am not giving up that easy. I have two more sessions to go before I earn a break from my chemo. So I am looking forward to the end of my treatment. Despite the uncertainty of what follows after that. I am still getting these annoying hot sweaty flushes. I think its the way my body is regulating my temperature, as I have no sense of that from my hands or feet. Hot flushes - stick leg out..that is what I had learnt so far...I am still spending time in my bed resting as I don't have the energy to stay awake for more than 3 hours...also its the best place to be to keep warm...

Well that's all from this gloomy update..

Tomorrow will be a better day...

Nite,

Sai