Better Today

Hi Folks,

After a restless night I finally got up around 3pm. Elaine was so kind and brought me breakfast and tea during the day. I had been resting and keeping warm in bed. The abdominal pains had resided a bit but it is still there. I sometimes find it hard to walk straight and have to walk a little bit hunched. Hopefully I will return to normal tomorrow. I went for a shower and then after I changed out my dressing on my wound with the help of Elaine. It looks a lot better today. I aired it a bit and it started to ooze. It was like a blister type of ooze. This is still giving me a bit of grief at present and it is raw. To say I am suffering a bit is an understatement here. Hey I'm still alive and coping...which is good???

I even made dinner tonight which help me a bit to focus on something other than my discomforts. I found it the more I moved about the more I felt good. So I am moving...slowly but surely to what end I don't know...

I had decided to check out Confucian again and found a few more resources to ponder upon. Here is a good forum to look. It expores other religions and beliefs. The past week had raised some questions for me for my spiritual side. As people would know me I can be describe as a practising atheist as I do not follow any of the religions or beliefs. So the past week has been an eye opener for me. Still I am not totally 100% with it. So I am making my mind up. I see my mum and dad involve in the society and they are happy. But are they doing it for the correct reasons. They both worked hard all their lives and are still doing working hard. Both had been through better times but due to bad judgement had ended up struggling in their latter years. The society doctrine has given them a relief valve to their questions of "why" and made the suffering more bearable and give them a sense that they are not alone. Everyone suffers in one life time or another. Devoting time to this is one way of making up for things I think and the outright kindness that the society gives is so nice and there are no prejudice at all. They to me are helping everyone that wanders through their doors. As you can see it does make me wonder and ask is there more...

Hey it has been a few heavy post lately and I am moaning most of the time. Well I think it is about time I start to get my family out of the rut and get this house into shape. The main bain at the moment is the en suite and the "study". The study is an issue that keeps coming up time and time again. I have my "gear" in it and I don't have any where to put the stuff. To put this right I have to address the elves in the boys room. Which is a major dumping ground at the moment. I had put them right at the start 3 years ago and as human nature has it is has ended up in a very bad state. So I think I start at the top and move down...I am not sure if the boys agree or not but it needs to be address. I rather do it while I still have my health and wits rather than when I'm too ill to do so.

Well time to enlighten a bit more...

Later,

Sai

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