Still wacked!!!

Evening Folks,
Still wacked from the chemo on Tuesday. I was up briefly this afternoon but had to rest in the afternoon. When I did I found myself snoring as that woke me up a few times. I think I am coming down with a cold hence my snoring. I am feeling very tired today, sneezing a lot, good thing is that I am not feeling nauseous today. If I did it would make matters worse.

Just finished the latest edition of the Times magazine. It is an inspiring edition and have a feel good factor with it this time round. The basis of this edition is the person of the year. On the cover there is a PC monitor with a silver mirror like Mylar sticker on it emplacing that each and every one of us had contributed to 2006. It was very well done.

My stoma output has increased after chemo and I am keeping myself well hydrated with liquids. Food wise I am experiencing stomach cramps if I eat too much. It seem that my digestive system is free flowing liquids but it is storing up chunky stuff. Something new again. It will pass as the days goes by. The hot and cold flushes have lessened off and now comes once or twice a day. Which is a relief as it was taxing on me to either sleep with the covers on or off. Been not to regulate my own temperature is most annoying. Half the time I just give in to the cold.

At this rate tomorrow would be much better and I will get back into the swing of things.

I have being thinking what would be like returning to work. I have only 3 more cycles to go but after that I am not sure what is the final outcome would be. The tumours are still within me and they give me constant reminders that they are there regularly. Better not to dwell on the unknown and concentrate on what I know and that is that the tumours going away…

Well I better head off enough for now…before I get too depressed... :-) not this person says I !!!

Later,

Sai