Two More Days !!!

Evening Folks,

Just think two more days before I go into hospital to have the lump removed. As if the lump know that its days are numbered it is making itself known to me again. More feelings of constipation today and now a slight dull ache in my behind. Well it will be soon over. I am not going to give in to this...I just hope I will be admitted without any hassle.

I just had a bath to help ease the aches and I feel okay. I also changed out my bag and it is always a daunting task when I do it. It can really make me depressed just looking at the stoma and its two heads. As I look at them then often change shape. They can contract and expand and go hard then soft again. Then I think its is a means to an end. I just have to bear with it a while longer...

Well another day closes and I am in good state of mind and there were no major arguments from the lads. So its time to go to bed myself...

Night All,

Sai