Wow...!!!

Hi Folks,

Since the hospital never got back yesterday I thought I do a Google search on the subject...little did I know that this part of my illness is more severe than the first part. I had known that it might be but my search had confirmed it. It also make it a more pressing issue to sort it out as soon as possible. With some sort of battle plan in my head I feel more comfortable in myself now. I know there are some alternative possibilities in my treatment but I have not seen any concrete evidence to say that they provide a 100% cure rate. Even with the conventional treatment it not 100% fool proof. After the cancer spreads the chances of long term survival decreases dramatically. The only good news in my case is that it did not spread to my lymph nodes. If that did then it will be a whole different matter to what is now. Well it's a shocker but it not the end. The mind is a powerful tool and as long as I am feeling positive I will beat this and come out on top. Rather than riding this out I am sitting up front and directing the course of action. There are other treatments out there that are available and I will explore them as well...gene therapy, stem cell, etc..

On a lighter note I found I could be paid for just writing on this blog. So those that don't visit the site often please do so. It's not much but its a start for my PC fund...

Here is my new sponsors...

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Later Folks,

Sai