How the heck should I know !!!

Lo Folks,

It has been one of these lost days today. My digestive system is giving me the work over at present. Today I am constantly tired and weak. I am not sure what is causing this. It maybe I over did it during the early part of the week or the suspect infection in my wound or the antibiotics I am taking or the vegetarian diet I am having or a combination of the after mentioned causes or it could be just in my mind. Ok the last one is just for laughs...:-)

Don't get me wrong I am in a bit of discomfort and the ring of fire is back. I am addressing these issues as best as I could. I had started drinking more water and also smoothies. I am trying not to eat as much as it just comes back out. Just enough to keep the hunger at bay. I am also laying low and try not to move as much. So my ipod is in use a lot. Not sure what else I can do but I try my best. I was thinking of jumping on a trampoline to shift my guts about but I thought better of that idea and postpone it till I feel a lot better. The reason for this crazy idea is that the sites where my bowel are joined from the operations are giving me jabbing pains now and again. I thought if I moved these to a different location it might stop that.

I am also mediating a bit more as it relax my mind and helps me to drift off. The Confucian method is to almost close the eyes during mediation but I am too used to have them closed completely. So no matter what method I use, I drift off some how anyway...I think I have a warm bath tonight to see if that helps too.

During the nights sleep, I had noticed that I always wake up around 3:30am and sometimes my upper body is sweaty. This used to happen now and again but it is happening more regularly now. I mentioned that to the doctor and she said that it maybe my body reaction to a infection.

Well time to see what's for dinner...

Later,


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