Yesterday was a BAD day...

Hi Folks,

Apologies for not posting yesterday as I was not feeling well. Again my bowel was the cause of my discomfort and pain. I never felt so drained or weak since the chemo days. I had asked Elaine to pick some Lucozade up for me and after a while I felt a little better. I also felt very cold during the day and I stayed in bed just to keep warm. I never did recover to do much yesterday.

I feel a lot better today but still a bit off. I am eating again, which is a good sign. My bowel is not as sore as yesterday but they are still not right. I am not sure what is going on there but I am hoping to control it with what I eat. Talking about bowels there a bit on the BBC news about George Bush. No need to say any more.

I know the last few weeks had been a turmoil for me. Especially with the news of the liver and having to go back to chemo. It also have a impact on how much I value been alive at the minute. I am not bitter that my life may have been shorten dramatically but I have lived a good life and I have no regrets. I will continue to battle on regardless of the outcome and go on living. Just wish my bowels would settle down and it would make the whole living thing a bit more present. What else can I do???

Anyway no need to feel down about it all. I was not down about the liver business I was just knocked out by my bowel situation. Elaine thought I was down about the liver until I reassure her that it was not. Talking about the liver I was told by the specialist that the liver has a rough hide like skin covering it and this has pain receptors. Which kinda explain why I am having sharp pains on my left side as one of the lumps are close to the surface of my liver.

On a lighter note. Flopsy is maturing very well and her fur is getting darker. She is more like a dog than a rabbit and loves to be in the house especially on the couch in the playroom. She manages to jump onto it on several occasions. I have to put some pictures and vidz up to let you all see her. We will have to take her to the vet soon to have her nails clipped as they are getting long.

Well better go and see what the rest of the family are up too...

Later,

Sai

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