Evening Folks,

Life is always not what you expect. Its one big lottery sometime. Here I am in bed with a tammie on my head and the electric under blanket on just to keep warm. I could be somewhere warm...its wishful thinking...but as everyone know life can be a bitch as well...:)

Anyway feeling good today apart from the cold. Eating and drinking okay I weighed myself and I am just under 13 stones again. Which is good as my output from my bag is getting too frequent. So I started on the Immodium again. I really need to remember to chew all my food well. I was really starving this morning and did not chew the broccoli that well. I felt the bits that I did not chew well pass through my side which is not present. Also it can be a risk for blockages according to the literature from the Stoma group.

I spent a present hour or two with Ethan playing battle ships this evening. I really need to spend more quality time with the kids and the wife. I been holed up in bed too long this time round.

I had long time to think about life in general, this disease brings every thing into prospective. I still need to provide for the family and am looking at other ways to finance our income. Elaine for her part is taking care of me and the family and could not work. I have a few online venture rearing to start but time is not too kind for me. Especially during chemo week. Anyone interested I have put up an eBay tutorial site here. It is purely adsense driven for income. Feel free to visit and click on the links. If I have time and spare cash I will put up more.

I had been taking it easy since Tuesday. I feel it's time to shake the old shackle off and get on with life again...but its always a hurdle to do so. Such is life...

Later,

Sai