Christmas Eve

Merry Christmas to all of you...

Nothing much to report today. Elaine drove Sam to the airport today at 6am then she did a shopping at Tescos at 7'ish...thank goodness for 24hr shopping.

I had started on the ham for tomorrows dinner and it just need roasting now. Feeling good today and the effects of the cold is not bothering me today. Mind you I had started to feel a bit queasy just now. Not too sure either to eat or drink. I also have a headache starting as well. I think I am just tired and need an early night.

I am not really feel up for Christmas, I think it not really happening, and I'm in a horrible dream. Michael again was in his usual lazy, selfish mood today and would not do anything without been told. If he does not gets what's he wanting he start to taunt Ethan or Jordan until a fight starts and Elaine or myself have to deal with it. He still does not get the message that if he wants something he have to really earn it. Jordan and Ethan understand that but Michael is in a world of his own. He sits back and expect everything to fall on his lap for him to use and abuse. He does not even bother to make any effect to do anything yet still expected to be rewarded for being there. He kept asking to go on online games and I had repeated say NO to him as he does not deserve to be rewarded that way. He rather do nothing and expects that if he annoys us enough we will give in to his whining. He been doing it all his life and he is a bit old for that now. Now I expect him to earn his privileges like gaming, internet, etc and not by whining but by helping out around the house. I know Ethan is doing it but I don't give in to it, its always Elaine that does not sure why...mothering instinct perhaps. Kids !!!

Well enough of my rumbling and complaining. It's all matter of growing up and learning..I always believed that in life situations. That to get things you want, you need to be working hard for it. Nothing falls into ones lap except if you are to win the lotto or lady Luck step in to help. Maybe thats is why Michael is always onto playing online games as he can lose himself in his make believe world.

Well have a good day tomorrow...

Nite All,

Sai