Tuesday

Evening Folks,
Sai on phone as I type.He's feeling good and has been having bowel movements but not sure how good on scale of 1-10 that is but it's good and his stomach is gurgling and it hasn't done that for a while-so things are moving-but don't put flags up yet still have to wait and see how things progress.Miriam the onc. reg had a long talk with us today about the ways this could go and reiterated what Emmet the surgical reg said yesterday that if they had to operate on Sai it would/could be a life or death situation.The bowel could rupture ,could get toxic shock but then again could be fine-also Sai could end up with another stoma and probably a permanent one but he's so not into that happening at all.Anyway,it could still resolve itself so let's wait and see and that's what it is at the moment a waiting game.Also they have reduced his morphine as it turns out when he gets a bit of a morphine head,you know 'happy' then it means that the morphine has no pain to work on -so it's not that you would have had too much it's that it's not needed so much.Sai has no pain today also-first time in ages.I just don't want to get too excited that it is resolving itself but here's hoping!

I picked Mike up a midnight from school last night-he had a great time in Germany but it's a bit like getting blood out of a stone-typical 13yr old boy I think.

Guess what,I managed to sell Sai's wee Golf,at last (I know ,was meant to have been sold a few weeks ago,we shook on it etc but that fell through ) but this time it is actually sold,gone,So there you are but the driveway looks a bit empty with it gone-aww! :( Anyway,when Sai does get back to work we'll get him another wee car-I'll even run him there and back,just want him well and everything back to normal-that's all I'm asking ,well,that and a new en-suite (it really needs work on it!)

Flopsy's running about here-think she's gone a bit nocturnal.I better get to bed,nite then. E.x

ps Just said on news there that a Spanish woman had taken a photo of a blonde haired girl who was in a sling on a woman's back in Morrocco and looked very like Madeline.Imagine it is her and they find her! I do think and always have that they will find her,safe and well,please God.