Depressed ???

Hi Folks,

I am not sure how to convey my feelings today. I feel down sometimes and wanted to hide my head in the sand yet my stubbornness for not doing down that road won me over many times today. I think the reason for this down feeling is that I am not getting enough sleep. The pain in my throat got worse today. Every time I swallow it is sore and I think I am also getting an ulcer on my right lower gums. All this pain is keeping me awake at night. The run of the mill pain killers are not helping much and I only take these when I go to bed. Just to help me sleep. These did not work last night...I do have one strong pain killer left from my original prescription. I give that a go tonight. I kept it for emergencies..

I received notification of my admission to Tallaght for my operation. The date I have is the 12 of April and that will depends if there is a bed available for me. So that's it..Another month and a bit to kiss the lump goodbye...

Well I had a laugh when I watched Stargate SG1 tonight and that lifted my mood a bit.

Right I off to bed now,

Nite all,

Sai.