Hope...

Hi Folks,

What a wet weekend, it is giving me the blues...

I am doing fine. I was feeling a bit down yesterday and also a bit tired. I'm not too sure what got over me. I was not even hungry all day and did not eat much.

Today I decided to throw away the duvet and get a hold of myself before I sink any lower. So I went and made something to eat and got on with some little jobs to start me off. One of these is to sort out our chaotic filing system. Desk is full of papers and documents that require filing...

I have not heard from the hospital, so tomorrow, I am hoping to call the oncology ward to find out what is the plan for me. This unknown factor is what is driving me down the most. I like to plan out the days but I can't as I am still not sure how they are going to tackle my liver and what post op chemo I am getting...I just wish to be done with it all...Anyway on the brighter side I don't have to go through with any chemo at present and I don't have the stoma bag. All are a blessing and signs that there is hope. The is an annoying symptom that is rearing its ugly head. I am starting to get hot and cold flushes. What makes it worse is that my hand and feet goes numb during the cold ones. The only relief I found for that is to snuggle up in a warm bed...

Well its time to see what's for dinner...

Later,

Sai